Being myself as Me

心态，决定你人生

2010-03-24T10:47:00.001-07:00

1.再烦：也别忘记微笑
2.再急：也要注意语气
3.再苦：也别忘坚持
4.再累：也要爱自己
5.低调做人;你会一次比一次稳健
6.高调做事;你会一次比一次优秀
7.成功的时候不要忘记过去
8.失败的时候不要忘记还有未来
9.有望得到的要努力;无望得到的不介意
10.无论输赢都要高姿态
11.生活不是单行线，一条路走不通，你可以转弯
12.泪水和汗水的成分相似;但前者只能为你换来同情。后者却可以为你赢得成功
13.变老是人生的必修课
14.变成熟是选修课
15.以锻炼为本，学会健康
16.以适应为本，学会生存
17.学会放弃，耐得住寂寞，经得起诱惑
18.当所有人都低调的时候，你可以选择高调，但不能跑调
19.学会忘记是生活的技术
20.学会微笑是生活的艺术
21.懒惰像生锈一样比操劳更消耗身体
22.让梦想成真的最好方法就是醒来
23.哲人无忧、智者常乐。并不是因为所爱就要拥有，而是拥有的一切都爱
24.不能失去的东西：自制的力量、冷静的力量、希望和信心

GOOD TASTE

2010-02-10T10:55:00.000-08:00

I'm writing this post to apologize to my darling wei Jia for not trusting HER TASTE. I know your taste is always better than me and I also agree with it right now. haha. Good taste for choosing me!! xD..

Actually it should be a bet between me and her for buying a handbag for my mom. I bet my mom will not like that handbag but ended up my mom loves it and everyone around her likes it. Now I officially announcing I lose to you!! Your taste is the best..

kam muan liao or not????hahaha..

20th Birthday Party and my First Surprise Party!!

2010-02-01T13:01:00.000-08:00

Who knows, 7 years of my teenage's life just vanished in the thin air, is that a good thing or bad? who knows? But to me, I'm not afraid to grow up, I actually hoping it to be my 21st birthday as 21 years old is the legal age in United State of America. I would be a grown man and a young adult. At that time, no one can stop me from doing anything. Anyway, I'm happy to grow up once again. xD

What's make me more happy was that my birthday was celebrated with an amazing and awesome party. It was a surprising birthday party which organized and planned all by my lao po, WeiJia. I had been set up by her all the time, or should I say I'm a good boyfriend, always listen and believe any words she said and never suspect anything weird or suspicious at all. Lao Po, See..I trust you so much..Better appreciate me!! haha !!

Few days before the party, she asked me to help her to chop some chicken drumsticks so that she can preserves and season them for future use. By the time we going to eat them, it would very tasty. I truly believe what she said and found it logical, that's why I helped, and never thought that there will be a party. Then, she even set up some arguments so that I would ignore her and she would be able to pack my birthday presents. She put all the blame at all and said me cheating on her, but I never do anything at all !! I was so innocence. pity me~~~~~After that, on my birthday, it is also the day I'm free from my basketball forbidden prohibition. She kept insist me to go out to play basketball and she even ordered me to go to the recreation center earlier. I thought she just wanted me to be happy and wanted me to go to have fun. She even called my friend to be a spy beside me and spy on my every moment and everywhere I went. After that, she also tricked me go get some stuffs from Walmart with an excuse of my roommate was getting mad of we broke her stuff and my friends were waiting for me to go for a dinner(oh ya, at first I was planning to go for a small dinner with some friends only to celebrate my birthday). I suspected this excuse as my roommate had already went back to her home, but end up I still believe her and went to buy it.

When I came back, everyone was hiding at every corner of my apartment and the lights was turned off. I was shocked when I opened the door, a girl with long hair was holding a birthday cake and just a candle was lid in the darkness. After few moment, I only recognized it was my darling and head to my room(At that time, my mind was just thinking that I was late and my friends were waiting for me). At a sudden, EVERYONE CAME OUT!! OMG!! I was really speechless and shocked. I don't know what to say and what to do. That's why my face was no expression and I just stayed there. Honestly, I was very happy for my party, and the planning was really great. YOU FOOLED me !! but I LOVE it !! haha..

Lao Po, Thank You for all the planning and those cover-up that tricked me !! I really Love it. I know you had been multi-tasking for cooking few dishes at the same time and you cooked for 4 hours. Thank you. I really appreciate it. All the things you cooked are my favorite foods. Thank you. But what makes me most is being with you. That is one of my birthday wishes..The rest cannot say anymore...hahahaha..

2012

2009-11-15T15:19:00.000-08:00

Just watched 2012 in the Hollywood Theater, one of the 2 movie theater in Columbia. It is my second time to watch a movie in the America, and every time we always for the movie. Luckily, movie theater over here does not have seating and we went to the next room which the movie started later 20min than the one we bought. It was a great disaster movie after The Day After Tomorrow. It has tons of cool effects with awesome background although some of the senses look very awkward and fake. But what I don't get it from this movie is what is the moral of this movie? Money can save your life? Save the earth? But this isn't caused by human. Is the sun that caused it. Before that, learn how to fly a plane.......................

To my darling..

2009-10-17T19:53:00.000-07:00

2009-06-22T09:00:00.000-07:00

Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets,
So love the people who treat you right,
Forget about the ones who don't,
And believe that everything happens for a reason.
If you get a chance, take it.
If it changes your life, let it.
Nobody said life would be easy,
They just promised it would be worth living.

THE DISABLE

2009-06-17T05:53:00.000-07:00

Again, with my right leg which was haven't fully recovered from muscles tear during the INTI inter-school CEO cup final, Well, I fell down while I played basketball that day. Thanks to me too, my right knee's ligament had been teared and I cannot even put my right leg straight up. I will not appear in any basketball court or any sport activities for the rest of the years. I had been grounded for this 2 months before I go over to US to further my studies. I cannot walk properly and i need 2 crutches to help me to walk. What a terrible sense. Tomorrow I need to go college. Will am I go college with a wheel chair? haih.. Can I just stay at home? Statistic assignment due date is tomorrow and yet I just done it halfly. I still haven't fully prepared for the statistic test.

Bad luck kept on finding me recently, First, lost in INTI inter-school CEO cup final with 1 marks in the last second, then brought back a runner-up with an injured leg,. With this, now I had been kicked out of INTI college team. That day just went for to play basketball for fun with my frens, yet again I fell down and sprained my right knee, causing the ligament to tear. Next, my calculus test. Is not that I don't know how to do. Everything and every step I did it correctly, but some carelessness pull me back. I just got abit more than 50% for it. What else could go wrong? Good lucks are them coming soon? when there is bad luck, good luck will appear soon. but where are they? pls come soon.

Someone invents me a time-machine. I wish I could go back to the past to change everything before it happens.

But now at least, I got my gf to stay with me all the time, bringing me to everywhere I want and buy everything I like for me to eat. Hahaha. Life isn't that bad after all. She also brings me medicine for me to eat and carry me around. I am such a lucky guy. Hahaha. I just I could recover as soon as possible. Hopefully by next week I could walk on my own. 2 more months I going out. I can't go oversea like this ah......ARGH~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

INTI CEO basketball cup

2009-06-04T09:17:00.000-07:00

American University Program's Team Fighting for the champion.

But turned up to be in the runner-up..swt..

AUP fight!!!
Let's get the match going..
Chase for the precious ball..

driving into the basketball..
Anyone sees me?? I'm the one on the ground..
the disable is on his way home..
luckily got my gf to help me up..
having a gf isn't bad after all..

2009-06-03T19:48:00.000-07:00

Lao po.. I want to drive I want to drive I want to drive,
I have to wait till when only can drive ah?
everyday need you to fetch me to everywhere,
seem very weird ah.. my legs are recovering de..
how soon could I drive?

One Second

2009-06-02T09:39:00.000-07:00

One second makes all the differences. American University Program LOST School of Engineering & Technology in the previous Inter School Basketball Competition in INTI. The score was 71-72 making my team down by 1 in the last second. Making AUP taking 2nd place as the first runner-up..One second after the time is up, I made a lay-up and scored 2 points but it was too late, the referee blew the whistle and the basket was not counted. Time was up and the game was done..

Although to me, winning or losing is not the key, but I have something in myself that I would like to win this competition, to prove something that I'm right. But sadly end up I failed. At first I was quite sad, but after some moments I am OK with it de. We lost the game is the fact. No one could change the fact, what I can do just let it be.

On the other hand, when I was making the last lay-up, I drove my way to the basket and put the lay-up in. When I was about to land, I unable make a good landing then twisted my right leg and fell down on the ground. I totally can't feel my right leg is with me, just felt like it was broken. But luckily after some moments, I could stand up again, but still it was hurting. According to doctors, it is muscle tear. I need to rest for 2 weeks and avoid doing any sport in this time. What could I say? Am I unfortunate or having bad lucks?
Fortunately, my gf was there with me and she could drive me back home and help me to do all my stuffs. Having someone that cares for you and willing to help you in anytime no matter when is such a wonderful thing. I am really glad to have such gf like you. Thanks.
On the other way around, at the final game, I had made some miracle. I scored 36 points on that game. It was my highest scoring record for my entire life. I never have done it before after so many years of playing basketball. Feeling like the shadow of Kobe Bryant is with me. Hahaha..!!!!!!!!!!

Love Letter ?

2009-05-11T10:22:00.000-07:00

Wei Jia,

Lao po, I know you wouldn't want to hear this word again, but still besides sorry,
I really don't know what to say de.. SORRY..

I had made you angry and moody again. It is not your fault, is mine.I did one terrible thing, even till now I also can't accept it, that's why I was bleeding that time, It just bleed it out all the way and I can't even control it. I did so many stupid things, and saying the wrong words over and over again, how could I be so stupid ah..? maybe I still not grow up enough ah..
oh ya, sorry for being late again ah, I should have leave my house earlier to avoid any unexpected things ah, SORRY..

Don't mad or angry at me de ah.. Now I could follow every comments and every words you said, I can be just as a salve or 'tai jian' serving you this pretty princess, giving everything you want and need. ok? Tomorrow I go to your house and wait for you till you wake up then I bring you out to eat ah? Or you prefer me to da bao for you? Here is the least I can do to make it all up to you and just for you.. darling.. i miss you.. but you are sleeping right now d.. ignoring me...

3 months to go we will be leaving to Missouri-Columbia together de,
We will our time together, depending on each other, living our life,
I'm very looking forward towards everything.

Recently, we are busying arranging things for transferring to Missouri-Columbia,
but things ain't working as smoothly as we imagined,
As you are doing most of the works, while I am just staying up to help some of it,
all of these really hard on you, but I do really appreciate it alot. Thanks.
Some times you will get frustrated or being too tired,
I will always be there for you, staying beside you all the ways,
now is my time to arrange the rest of the stuffs de,
you stay back and relax. I would arrange it nicely and let u know the details when it is ready.

By the way, you said you would want to marry me now or in future ah,
means that you promised me de ah.. This means i don't have to propose to you already, right??
This means I could save me my money of buying 3 carats of diamond from Tiffany for you de.. hahaha...

Now, probably you would be sleeping like a pig now (00)..=)
sleep tight ah.. I really miss you so much ah.. I love you forever.. my heart will always be with you.

ps : I LOVE YOU

Chi Kai Lee
3.21 am 12/05/2009

Basketball Barrier

2009-05-08T08:09:00.000-07:00

College team basketball training had just started,
But it seems to be a very hard time for me during training,
I can't really get my shots, I can't even make any easy lay-ups.
After that, some physical trainings involve squatting and running,
made my whole body, even my legs pain in sorrow the next day,
How could I be so out of shape?

Besides, what even worse is that I'm feeling there is a barrier inside me,
I dare not to make any body contact with anyone anymore,
Everytime i was avoiding people to get close to me,
what is even worse is that, I am trying to push the ball away from me,
Maybe is the injuries i had before are staying inside me,
preventing the fearless me during playing from coming out............

Doom Day

2009-04-28T09:42:00.002-07:00

Few hours from now I have to face the most horrible fact ever,
There is January Semester results,
can I run away from it? but there is no way out,
running away is not a solution too,
well, what to do? prepare face the fact tomorrow.

2009-04-13T03:07:00.000-07:00

Today's final exam is totally a disaster,
I been studying so much for chemistry,
but end up came out something i don't even see it before,
i'm doom..
besides, US history i didn't put much effort in it,
don't know how to do it much,
what to do right now?
just don't care about it anymore,
anyhow, university had accepted me d,
my cgpa will be recount again at the university d

2009-04-13T02:49:00.000-07:00

Today my darling just told me that few days ago i called her as lao po in front of her family,
even her mom heard it..aiya..
sorry..i was too get to use to it of calling u like this,
and calling ur name i feel like very weird,
it just pop out of my mouth and i even didn't realize it at all until u told me..swt..
i'm very blush right now..

April's FOOL

2009-04-06T19:31:00.000-07:00

On the 1st of April 2009, today is the day i ever celebrated April's fool. First of all, I'm being fooled by someone i love, someone that closest to me. It was so real until i found something went wrong, then i asked plenty of stupid questions and finally she gave up.. I was totally forgotten about that day is April's FoooL..HAHAHA..
Then, is up to my turn to fool others d.. i found out few fools around me..hahaha..
For 18 years I never did fool anyone before..
Although my fooling skill ain't good, but still i fooled them..
But, anyway thanks you guys for believing me so much. More than that, I felt touched when they are concerning for me and trying out their best to help me out. I felt sorry for you guys, my jokes are too over either.

Fool No.1 - Yiaw Joe
Fool No.2 - En Shi(Fooled the most)
Fool No.3 - Lyk
Fool No.4 - Jia Yik
Fool No.5 - Zhen Yi(Failed)

你要的爱 - 戴佩妮

2009-03-29T09:48:00.000-07:00

虽然经常梦见你
还是毫无头绪
外面正在下这雨
今天是星期几
But I don't know
你去哪里
虽然不会怀疑你
还是忐忑不定
谁是你的那个唯一
原谅我怀疑自己
我明白
我要的爱会把我宠坏
像一个小孩
只懂在你怀里坏
你要的爱
不只是依赖
要像个大男孩
风吹又日晒
生活自由自在

虽然不会怀疑你
还是忐忑不定
谁是你的那个唯一
原谅我怀疑自己
我明白
我要的爱会把我宠坏
像一个小孩
只懂在你怀里坏
你要的爱
不只是依赖
要像个大男孩
风吹又日晒
生活自由自在

老婆，还记得这首歌吗？这是你要的爱，对吗？
这是你第一次叫我听的歌吧！你说这首歌完完全全是在述说我们，
你还劝我别把你宠坏啊，但是我愿意永远把你宠坏阿，
好让你离不开我的怀里，哈哈。。我的心机很重吧！！！
我只想永远能那么宠你，让你永远爱着我，
还有，你就是我的那个唯一。。。

Pregnant..

2009-03-27T09:30:00.000-07:00

Feeling awkward recently,
I'm easily feeling hungry and I had been hunting for like every 2 hours,
and my stomach got alot of air inside,
I could play drums with my stomach..
what's wrong with me?
according to my darling, she said im pregnant,
our xiao kai is inside my stomach..haha..funny..right??
how could a guy gets pregnant?? but she insisted it..
what can i say??haha

Feelings I want to share..

2009-03-26T10:01:00.000-07:00

After several months of thinking and observing,
i had woke up from the mistakes i had made before,
Whenever having a relationship,
communication between the two person is the most important,
but what i did was i never tell the one beside me,
what was my feelings, how do i feel about the things happening around,
what were the things i like and what were the things i dislike,
no one knows...i just keep them to myself, until one day i can't stand it anymore,
ended up in a tragedy..
Now, i know, no matter what comes up into my mind,
i will say it out, to let my love one knows,
so she will know how to help me, or even tolerate with me,
that's the one of the way for relationship to last long,
after communication, another thing is that in a relationship,
we need to understand each other,
understand what are his/her hobbies, favorite things, things that he/she like & dislike,
avoid everything he/she dislike, try to understand what he/she wants,
try your best to give it to them, sometimes even can give some surprises,
so that it will heat up the relationship, making each other more loving,
Furthermore,
in a relationship doesn't mean that the person is fully under your control,
he/she still have their own privacy and things needed to do,
we can't fully owed he/she, we need to leave some spaces for them to move around,
doing things he/she wants, don't stop them..
no human or even animals, do not deserve to be locked in a cage..
Whenever your relationship is facing some problems, only you and your partner can put into the blame, others cannot be put into the blame or even help out, only you and partner can solve the problems together..

Day at gym..

2009-03-26T06:42:00.000-07:00

today, after class straight to darling's condo gym room..haha..
actually there is not bad, it is free of charge, quite fully equipped, but still few things missing,
but it is okay, did few rounds of weigh-lifting, run 2km, burned around 100 calories,
but end up ate more than 500 calories of food,
makes no different at all..haha..
but what's so unbelievable is that, my darling actually followed me to the gym,
for her princess-like girl, she actually did some running and cycling,
i think u had burned the most calories u ever did rite??haha..
photo took by darling..................................swt.............

running as fast as flash, that's why it is so blurr..haha..
...

Feelings i want to share,,

2009-03-22T22:14:00.000-07:00

Having some good-looking appearance or born in a wealthy family is something we should be glad for,
but not in another around, showing off it to everyone, showing how great is it,
it is no big deal of having such advantages, it just we are born lucky to have it
and we did not do anything for it, they are just an external condition for us..
it doesn't mean everything..
To me, what's important is EQ & IQ. The Emotional & Intelligence Quotient of someone,
that's the thing we are not born with it, we need improve ourselves,
knowing what to do at the right time,
so that in future we will get respect from others..

University of Missouri-Columbia

2009-03-15T08:41:00.000-07:00

Yeah~!!
me and my girl had been academically eligible for admission to University of Missouri-Columbia for fall semester 2009, but still waiting for our TOEFL score in order to finalize it,
We're very looking forward for our days in US together,
feeling like more of our happiness are not far away from us,
I think I would prefer to go University of Missouri-Columbia,
the environment there better than Iowa state because it is not far away from big cities,
I can go to Chicago anytime i want, should be fun there..
besides, the climates changes not much different, weather are fine, not too cold & not too hot,
but what's most important, the campus is very well-facilitated, and the buildings are very well-built, and it is so huge, there is around 30,000 students in there..
I'm so eager to go there as soon as possible,
leaving to a place full of strangers, without any dependable backbones,
doing everything on my own, without anyone to challenge my decision,
it should be a key to my freedom, and to learn to live on my life independently..

...

2009-03-11T06:58:00.000-07:00

today, kept on 'fishing' in class, don't know what wrong with me,
maybe didn't had any breakfast at all, empty stomach made me sick,
looks like I'm becoming a pig head d, as what my lao po said, haiz..
after class, went to darling's house,donno what happen to her,suddenly say that she wanna eat pizza hut...i was shocked for 5 seconds and'hurayyyyy', then i had the only meal of the day,
called delivery for Pizza Huts, such a unforgettable lunch,
because i had seldom eat pizza for a long time d, so miss the taste of it,
the cheesy cheese on top on the pizza, & the chunky pizza bread, haha..
this few months, i had been eating chinese food for almost everyday, i have no choice, cause my darling loves it, she doesn't like western food because as she said it will make her become a pig,therefore we eat chinese food for almost every meal, no coffee,only chinese tea,and now,i had become a typical chinese man...haha
oh ya,the most recent western food i ate was my valantine's dinner in 32 restaurant...haha...at first lao po prefer chinese food,but it was valantine,impossible to ask me go to eat 'chu cha'(fried cook) in this special day gua,somemore darling said no candles there,err....maybe yes,but white in color,hahaha....so we chose 32 restaurant....
from that day until now, nearly one month i din't get to eat any western food, or darling might bring me to eat western food with many vegies....yiak.....she said is healthy....but still...yiak....
haha...so now in my life,no breeks,no mc d,no friday....em...sometimes get to eat swensens,when she is not hungry at all...haha....but still....need to eat alot of vegie....
what to do? but that's good for me too, i'm a chinese, should learn to eat more chinese food.

Pizza Hut's Pizza, such a lovely lunch..

After that, sent my darling to college for her account class,
just want to congrats her for getting the highest marks in class, congrats ya..
then i went to red box with joe and en shi, it was so fun, & they taught me how to sing properly,
and some singing tactics, how to match up with keys in the music, which i never know,
that's what i really want to learn right now, thanks..
after darling's class finished, she came to find us,

Look at the 'yam jin' face of joe~!!!

Dinner with darling's family.

2009-03-11T06:31:00.000-07:00

Last sunday, my darling's mom invited to have dinner with them & her other family,
It was a dinner with joys & laughter,
everyone in the family sat down on one table, talking,
sharing their feelings to everyone, saying out what's in their mind, nothing but the truth,
i think that's the true meaning of a family,
but most important was the food, it was so delicious & it tasted like from some famous restaurant.
As i remembered, there was more than 7 dishes, darling's mom cooked 3-cups chicken,
the sauces was very tasty & i think i ate much of that,
other than that, still got fried some vegie, chinese sausages which darling little cousin like the most, he is co cute & kept protecting his sausages from others, don't let others to eat.
In the end, he ate most of it. haha.
After that, we watched million star together & had some guavas in the living room.
It was a very nice & wonderful dinner, made me feel like home. thanks..

Hill Climb

2009-03-08T10:03:00.000-07:00

This should be posted last week,
but i had been busy lately,so i post it now..
last week, sunday
I went to jungle trekking or should be a hill climbing with 3 aunties,
they are my darling, my mom, and my sister..
(haha.. no heart feelings ya..don't kill me when u guys saw my blog..)
wonder why i say they are aunties??
cause they were very slow and i had to stop to wait for them every 10 min..haha..
I think after around half an hour, we finally reached to a stop,
Aunties can't go on anymore, so we took a break and planned to go back down d..
unfortunately it ended up raining..we stopped and rested at the stop..
after the rain became smaller d, we went down in the rain..it was kinda fun walking under the rain..
my darling took some photos of me:

This was my umbrella, cool??

我是诸葛亮，我随时要保持冷静。。
wonderful day at Penang.

going crazy

2009-03-04T07:14:00.000-08:00

我真的讨厌上学，
每天去学校不是assignment，就是test了，
给我一些时间休息好不好？？？
现在很期待假期赶快来吧，
我真得好累了，好想睡觉，但却又不能！！！
啊！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

Injuries

2009-02-28T21:10:00.000-08:00

swollen ankle, sprained hand,
how could i continue to play well with these injuries?
can i just heal like wolverine?

Expessing myself 1

2009-02-28T09:09:00.000-08:00

today heard some hard words from someone special,
although it hurts but it is very meaningful,i understand only people that care of me will say those words to me,
sorry, i just need some time to think it to myself,
i really get what does it mean,
what i need is change, to someone, more mature, a better man,
i know what am i need to do,
what i need is just time, but time seem like going so fast,
days after days are passing so fast,
before something had been done, something new pop-ups,
tests after tests, assignments after assignments,
somemore mid-term exam coming soon,
on the other hand, basketball competition is still going on,
i still haven't practice or build up myself,
my stamina, my strength, my accuracy of shooting had gone,
can i just have more than 24 hours a day, or
can i just have a break from these?
i need to rearrange myself, mentally and physically..

Christian Name????

2009-02-27T09:34:00.000-08:00

went to chemistry lab today,
one of my classmate ask me to put a christian name,
she said my name, chi kai doesn't suit my style,
she recommended me JOSH..? ETHEN..?Funny..
should i put a christian for myself..? confused~

US here i come..

2009-02-24T08:08:00.000-08:00

Finally i have done preparing all the statements and transcript which needed to send over to US, but my girlfriend helped me to prepare most of it while i was having tests and doing assignment which needed to be done. Applied for Iowa State University & Missouri Columbia University which me and my girlfriend will be going. Hope to get the reply as soon as possible and hoping we can go over US on August. I am very looking forward for my life with my girlfriend in US. I could imagine it will be a wonderful time for us.

Change

2009-02-23T08:09:00.000-08:00

First change in me for the new me..

Say goodbye to No.11.. No more no.11..This is the jersey from last year inter college..

Here comes the New no.8.. Hope change in me will bring changes in me to be someone better..
This is the new jersey for AUP team in CEO cup.

My Valentine Day

2009-02-15T08:03:00.000-08:00

Laopo.. thanks for being the valentine for my first Valentine Day which I ever celebrated with only me and my girlfriend without any light bulbs..haha..I think my first Valentine day is a failure..things ain’t going as what I planned and im running short of time as tests keep on coming toward me until 2 days before the day..I just manage to buy some flowers and some dolls..but dolls wasn’t in my plan at all..just that I was passing by shops and saw an ultraman..It made me thinking of he can replace me by your side to protect whenever I am unable to be at your side..and the hello kitty just want to represent you as ultraman keeping the pretty girl safe ah..

ultraman & hello kitty join in and become a complete happy family with daddy,mommy,son & daughter. Flowers are for my lovely valentine.

Early morning that day..went to take the flower from the florist..then rushed up to fetch you d..on the way up..drop by at the Petronas to wash up my car..it was so dirty as INTI under underground parking is so clean..after that went to fetch you at ur hse..gave you a surpise..does it look like a surpise..???haha..head toward gurney for lunch..had it Siam Express as we didn’t eat it for quite some time..finished lunch then is time for you shopping..accompanied you shopping and carrying bags after bags for you..quite fun too..but I didn’t buy anything..then we went for movie..bride war..It was a comedy with many laughter..another mistake..shouldn't buy this movie for such day..haha..

Left Gurney, planned to go The Ship to have our Valentine dinner, went there but it was so jam and it was so full..many people queue up at outside..We thought it is best to choose other places to eat..at that time..we had our mind thinking at the same restaurant..it was such a miracle to have such same thoughts but I think is fate that want us to be together..It was an Italiano food at Belissa Row but it was too crowded..then end up we went to thirty two..It was my first been to such an high class restaurant..When i went in, I sounds like someone just came out from some village outside town..I think this is the most expensive dinner I ever had..but it is worth it to have such wonderful candle light dinner with the one I love and in such romantic environment..

Thirty-two Restaurant, my first time going in to this place.

Even the menu is so class & well-designed.

See how romantic is the environment.

First dish, mixed vegetable cream soup

Appetizer, we finished it before we manage to take the photo. We were damn hungry by that time.

Main course 1, *lamb with glazed pears and berry sauce

Main course 2, lobster, profiterole with chicken,salmon sashimi,zucchini salsa,mesclum salad

*dessert: symphony of choc mousse,banana tartlet, tiramisu,pudding,vanila ice cream

Both of us don't like coffee,so we took tea.
Landscape of thirty-two.

The main character of the night, ME and my lovely wife,weijia.
Me & her outside thirty-two.

See how lovely and pretty is my beloved wife.

Gifts for valentine and all the clothes bought on that day.

The perfect couple.

In conclusion, I really had a wonderful time with you, I hope this day will go on with you until eternity and everlasting..i really love the time I’m with you, that’s why I will do anything just want to be with you..even scarify something is still worth it..thanks..i love you forever and my love is everlasting just for you..

Time

2009-02-03T11:08:00.000-08:00

The only things in this world that human are unable to control is TIME. As time passes years by years, days by days, hours by hours, minutes by minutes, seconds by seconds, it keeps on moving forward and waits for no one. Human beings are like being control by time. We just can follow it every moments and obey it. We cannot do anything with it. A day has 24 hours, if nothing had been made within the 24 hours, a day had past just like that. There is no turning back for regrets for missing out something to do, but just we can only look forward for tomorrow. When it has became too late, it is late, nothing can change it back. I just wish i could control the time, stop the time or go back to the past to change the history, or maybe go into the future. We should take control of the time and be the master of time, but not let the time to control us, being it's slaves.

Maple

2009-02-03T05:56:00.000-08:00

Today don't know what is wrong with maple, kept on came to my room and kacau me..Even i put her back to her room d still want to come out to find me..Some more, she kept on knocking my door and want to go in. Usually she never come to find me unless she want to go out to have a walk, but today so weird.. I have nothing for her too.. Maybe she is hunting for you ah darling..I have ur smell on my shirts and all over my bed ah..cause when maple was inside my room, she kept looking around for something, but she can't find it..i think is U d ah..lao po..

Happy Birthday To Me

2009-01-29T00:58:00.000-08:00

For the past 18 years, i seldom celebrate my birthday, and i seldom give any birthday wishes..
For first time in my life, this year i want to say out my birthday wishes..and hope it really comes true..
First, I wish I can be happily together with my darling, she said she would be my wife in future, we want to have 2 or 3 small kais(小凯given by darling), and live in a comfortable house with gardens and many maids to serve us..haha..I love you forever, and you will love me forever too,right..? As i promised you, I will not leave you and stay beside you to protect,take care and give you my everything..Honestly tell you this, You are the first one who let me truly feel i'm very 幸福. Even i cant get it from my family..thanks..oh ya, thanks for the Seiko watch..I will wear it everyday,every moments.
It is so nice and i love it alot.. It is more precious than you ah..

For the first time in my life, I never receive such wonderful and precious gift from anyone..thanks alot oh...

Secondly, I wish all of my frens can get good grades in their finals and in every subjects, including us.. We need to get better result so that we can go into the same University ah.. so we need to work extra hard and do more revision de..no more laziness.. darling, u said u going to teach me your study skills de..remember to teach me ah..oh ya.. time running out d..expiry date coming soon d..darling..we need to apply for our university de..

Last but not least, I wish all my family and everyone in this world would have good health and good fortune for this chinese new year..I hope recession of all around the world will be over soon as i wishes to bring my darling to shopping..haha..oh ya..u said u going to help me choose my new basketball shoes one, and my new year clothes, i waited for you to come back from taiwan then i only dare to buy..haha..

Life ain't same as a game of dota

2009-01-20T23:55:00.000-08:00

I just wish life is as same as dota..
whenever someone in the game lagging or dc, dota might rmk to start all over again,
but life ain't the same, when our life is lagging or in a mess, we just can't press exit button to rmk and start over our life again..
that is impossible..
Dota are allowed to rmk, we can have a new chance to fight to win the match by choosing new heroes or play it with other strategies. If life could be like so, i would be the first one to do it..my studies, my life, my past, and my talents are in a mess right now..everything feels so wrong and i regret on taking all the wrong steps..I just wished there is a time machine in this world, I would be the first one to try it..even experiment it, I would volunteer myself for it..I want my life to start over again, doing the right stuffs and never do anything that i would regret for my life anymore..Faceless Void or Weaver, i need your helps...
If host of the dota game don't allow to rmk, we still need to carry on and continue playing. Just like our life, when i don't have other choices, we still need to carry on and continue to live on.
In dota, when we have no choice to continue the game, we still have some mates to team up together, support each other in the game, maybe miracle happens and win the game. On the other hand, life ain't the same. When you facing problems and everything in a mess, you are alone and have to take it all on your own without any support. Just imagine like 5 vs 1 in a dota game. Surely you can't win the game unless the opponents are too noob or you are too pro, Even trying to defense it also impossible d..and u have to play it hard too..It seem like life sometimes will be like that too..how could I thinking of winning the game..??

what a 'great' day

2009-01-16T23:31:00.000-08:00

well well well..today really was a 'great' day..
forced to wake up damn early today, need to fetch my bro to college while i have to wait till 10 for my class..
with my eyes closed, walked to the bathroom and showered with the freezing cold water while my bro used all the heated water..besides of getting a flu, i even caught myself almost fell down to the floor of toilet..
after bathing, got myself prepare to get to college. Packed the lab report which i was rushing it for the whole night and some csc lab manual n textbook and headed to my car. oh great, im late..caught in a jam at greenlane..during that time, just remembered i forgotten to bring my laptop to college,was planning to do something with my laptop while waiting for my class, but end up, i was stucked starring at the library's wall, flipping csc text book pages by pages..
after class, i only found out the pendrive which was put in my pocket was gone..where could it be..?
i searched for it at every corner of the college, but still can't find..give up..get a new one is easier..after that, headed to mom's office to meet my cousin uncle.(is that what really called..?i not sure about it too..)when to have lunch with him and his partner. He told me how was i when i was just a kid, but now im taller than him d..so proud of it..but useless of being so tall, rite..? Guess what, i needed to pay them for lunch again..swt..
after lunch, i return to college with my bro. i went to the basketball to crap with some of my frens while waiting for class to start..helped out to tidy things up but actually should be me on duty, glad that kok pin willingly to help me to takeover..thx man..
after class, headed to the old campus to play basketball. Before entering the old campus, the jerk guard stopped me and scolded me cause im using the wrong way to go in..the order entrance is closed, i definately use the alternative way wert, what does he want..?
played basketball with my jeans and spec on for some times, but can't even focus to play well. Every easy shot i take, every easy lay-up also can't get in, what the heck am i doing..???This is not me..after being a jerk in basketball, i decide to head home and meet up with my family for dinner..took dinner at some mamak stall and headed home..when i just reached home, finally received a msg, thought that things will get fine d.. i lied to my parents i going to meet up with my frens at somewhere else, so that i get to buy stuffs..but sadly nothing goes well..i just can stare at the shadow as it slowly being blow away..with the disappointed feeling, planning to go some place alone,ended up, i really needed to call out my frens to meet up with them d..but my car broke down..what a day..rite????stopped the Mobil petrol station for some time, my car got over heated.. while trying to fix it, burnt my hands, luckily i don't have any burn skin.. after some attempts, successfully fixed it and headed to Paya Terubong's mcD..stayed there alone for an hour, then joe & fan cheong showed up..talked some craps a while, then i headed home..

2009-01-16T18:51:00.000-08:00

歌名：情书
演唱：范逸臣
原曲：海角七號主題音樂《1945》

一直到雙手像枯樹一樣斑駁
這些字才想起了當時的溫柔
一直到郵差走遍千萬個門口
這些信才想起了流浪的理由

一封封情書穿越緩慢的時空
代替我來不及說的含情默默
我相信離開終究會有始有終
有一天我將能為你描寫彩虹

一直到海角吞沒船尾的臉孔
這港灣才揚起那鹹鹹的海風
一直到時間終於一去不回頭
這些信才回到我愛人的手中

一封封情書穿越緩慢的時空
代替我等了好久的十指相擁
我知道回去不一定一路順風
只希望有天好好梳你的白頭

只希望有天好好梳你的白頭

EARLY BIRTHDAY PRESENTS

2009-01-10T20:48:00.000-08:00

今天早上起来，就收到你的简讯，你说要和我玩游戏，我还笨笨地跟你配合..哈哈..
我一直在想你到底相干嘛，但是完完全全没想到是一个惊喜..当初你说你没钱了，不会买生日礼物给我，我还相信你了。谢谢阿..
到了你的家，客厅里的桌上摆着一支好美丽好昂贵的手表，还有丰富的coffee bean早餐，我好久没吃了..你怎么知道我喜欢吃呢？还有coffee bean的cheese cake,好好吃啊。
那手表一看就知道一定是非常昂贵的了，还是seiko的，未免太破费了吧？你这的大小姐还去偷偷的去打工，不让我知道，存钱不买新年衣，不买你喜欢的东西，还花了一整天在queenbay mall 走来走去，就因为要买这支手表给我，我真的好感动啊..你对我真的好好啊!!!我真的好幸福哦..
虽然我没对你很好，但是你一样为我付出了一切，给我最好的，谢谢你啊..我答应我自己，我一定要对你更好，给你幸福让你幸福!!!我爱你!!!

Being nobody

2009-01-02T17:18:00.000-08:00

The skies are still blue, and the wind are still blowing in the same direction,
why not everything stay the same as in the past which i dont have to worry about my life..?
i enjoyed high school life as everything is going smoothly and sometimes obstacles are easily being walk past them.
but what i regreted is that i never have a chance to totally enjoy my last year in my high school life..i wished i have a time machine which bring me back to the past and everything start all over again..but it seem to be impossible.
2008 is the year i had made the biggest step in my life for my life..
i had changed myself to become another guy,
a guy with different thoughts,different wants, and different hopes from the past in 2007.
but everthing seem to be in a mess and totally out of my control.
making decisions are not the easy anymore, i have to think of the people around me to decide how things must go on..
thinking of my future and what i had really wanted to be..
chasing for the things i wanted for a long time, just like waking up from a long deep sleep..
on the other hand, as many things continueous happening to me,
many things i have been left out of sight..
feelings of people who care for me, my studies and my future.sorry..
well, let bygone be bygone..
from 2009 onward, i wish to be somebody.
somebody which is mature enough to think and make decisions, to be resposiblities,to have hopes and a bright future.
goodbye to happy go lucky me.
goodbye to my childish life.

angel

2008-08-24T18:40:00.000-07:00

Life is not a bed of roses..It will not go on smoothly as a horizontal line as it is full of ups and downs with different obstacles which no one can avoid..Sometimes we can fall into a black hole with no light and no way to go..As we are lost in the black hole..we need something which would guide us back to the right track and continue to move on..Heaven had sent an angel and bring light to my life which lead me through the dark forest that i had been wondering around for ages..