To my darling..

Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets,
So love the people who treat you right,
Forget about the ones who don't,
And believe that everything happens for a reason.
If you get a chance, take it.
If it changes your life, let it.
Nobody said life would be easy,
They just promised it would be worth living.

THE DISABLE

Again, with my right leg which was haven't fully recovered from muscles tear during the INTI inter-school CEO cup final, Well, I fell down while I played basketball that day. Thanks to me too, my right knee's ligament had been teared and I cannot even put my right leg straight up. I will not appear in any basketball court or any sport activities for the rest of the years. I had been grounded for this 2 months before I go over to US to further my studies. I cannot walk properly and i need 2 crutches to help me to walk. What a terrible sense. Tomorrow I need to go college. Will am I go college with a wheel chair? haih.. Can I just stay at home? Statistic assignment due date is tomorrow and yet I just done it halfly. I still haven't fully prepared for the statistic test.

Bad luck kept on finding me recently, First, lost in INTI inter-school CEO cup final with 1 marks in the last second, then brought back a runner-up with an injured leg,. With this, now I had been kicked out of INTI college team. That day just went for to play basketball for fun with my frens, yet again I fell down and sprained my right knee, causing the ligament to tear. Next, my calculus test. Is not that I don't know how to do. Everything and every step I did it correctly, but some carelessness pull me back. I just got abit more than 50% for it. What else could go wrong? Good lucks are them coming soon? when there is bad luck, good luck will appear soon. but where are they? pls come soon.

Someone invents me a time-machine. I wish I could go back to the past to change everything before it happens.

But now at least, I got my gf to stay with me all the time, bringing me to everywhere I want and buy everything I like for me to eat. Hahaha. Life isn't that bad after all. She also brings me medicine for me to eat and carry me around. I am such a lucky guy. Hahaha. I just I could recover as soon as possible. Hopefully by next week I could walk on my own. 2 more months I going out. I can't go oversea like this ah......ARGH~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

INTI CEO basketball cup

American University Program's Team Fighting for the champion.

But turned up to be in the runner-up..swt..

AUP fight!!!
Let's get the match going..
Chase for the precious ball..

driving into the basketball..
Anyone sees me?? I'm the one on the ground..
the disable is on his way home..
luckily got my gf to help me up..
having a gf isn't bad after all..

Lao po.. I want to drive I want to drive I want to drive,
I have to wait till when only can drive ah?
everyday need you to fetch me to everywhere,
seem very weird ah.. my legs are recovering de..
how soon could I drive?

One Second

One second makes all the differences. American University Program LOST School of Engineering & Technology in the previous Inter School Basketball Competition in INTI. The score was 71-72 making my team down by 1 in the last second. Making AUP taking 2nd place as the first runner-up..One second after the time is up, I made a lay-up and scored 2 points but it was too late, the referee blew the whistle and the basket was not counted. Time was up and the game was done..

Although to me, winning or losing is not the key, but I have something in myself that I would like to win this competition, to prove something that I'm right. But sadly end up I failed. At first I was quite sad, but after some moments I am OK with it de. We lost the game is the fact. No one could change the fact, what I can do just let it be.

On the other hand, when I was making the last lay-up, I drove my way to the basket and put the lay-up in. When I was about to land, I unable make a good landing then twisted my right leg and fell down on the ground. I totally can't feel my right leg is with me, just felt like it was broken. But luckily after some moments, I could stand up again, but still it was hurting. According to doctors, it is muscle tear. I need to rest for 2 weeks and avoid doing any sport in this time. What could I say? Am I unfortunate or having bad lucks?
Fortunately, my gf was there with me and she could drive me back home and help me to do all my stuffs. Having someone that cares for you and willing to help you in anytime no matter when is such a wonderful thing. I am really glad to have such gf like you. Thanks.
On the other way around, at the final game, I had made some miracle. I scored 36 points on that game. It was my highest scoring record for my entire life. I never have done it before after so many years of playing basketball. Feeling like the shadow of Kobe Bryant is with me. Hahaha..!!!!!!!!!!

Love Letter ?

Wei Jia,

Lao po, I know you wouldn't want to hear this word again, but still besides sorry,
I really don't know what to say de.. SORRY..

I had made you angry and moody again. It is not your fault, is mine.I did one terrible thing, even till now I also can't accept it, that's why I was bleeding that time, It just bleed it out all the way and I can't even control it. I did so many stupid things, and saying the wrong words over and over again, how could I be so stupid ah..? maybe I still not grow up enough ah..
oh ya, sorry for being late again ah, I should have leave my house earlier to avoid any unexpected things ah, SORRY..

Don't mad or angry at me de ah.. Now I could follow every comments and every words you said, I can be just as a salve or 'tai jian' serving you this pretty princess, giving everything you want and need. ok? Tomorrow I go to your house and wait for you till you wake up then I bring you out to eat ah? Or you prefer me to da bao for you? Here is the least I can do to make it all up to you and just for you.. darling.. i miss you.. but you are sleeping right now d.. ignoring me...

3 months to go we will be leaving to Missouri-Columbia together de,
We will our time together, depending on each other, living our life,
I'm very looking forward towards everything.

Recently, we are busying arranging things for transferring to Missouri-Columbia,
but things ain't working as smoothly as we imagined,
As you are doing most of the works, while I am just staying up to help some of it,
all of these really hard on you, but I do really appreciate it alot. Thanks.
Some times you will get frustrated or being too tired,
I will always be there for you, staying beside you all the ways,
now is my time to arrange the rest of the stuffs de,
you stay back and relax. I would arrange it nicely and let u know the details when it is ready.

By the way, you said you would want to marry me now or in future ah,
means that you promised me de ah.. This means i don't have to propose to you already, right??
This means I could save me my money of buying 3 carats of diamond from Tiffany for you de.. hahaha...

Now, probably you would be sleeping like a pig now (00)..=)
sleep tight ah.. I really miss you so much ah.. I love you forever.. my heart will always be with you.

ps : I LOVE YOU

Chi Kai Lee
3.21 am 12/05/2009